up

the nightmare.
tossing and turning on a bed to soft.
why can't these springs provide a firmer setting?
get out of my fucking head.
makes me wonder what the hell I'm doing.
what am I doing?
a moment of pure clarity finally came.
the sweat that had formed across my brow faded.
I could finally sleep once more.
..
thank god (Dog).

























(and I still hate the thought that she might be sharing her smile with someone else)