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the words that carry the most meaning are often those which we are at a loss of

and it seems that saying something, and saying what you meant to construe are two different things

waiting

Waiting.
and at 4:21AM I feel asleep.

at 4:35AM she finally got back to me.

Wish I wasn't leaving in three hours.


but not that she'd care anyway.

used to be

so here I lay

as a remnant of something that used to be

void of emotion

a blank slate refusing to be filled

the air can stir, but I shall not move

for one with the ground I have become

I pray for the roots to retrieve me

to take me home

for the grass to spring between my finger tips

only to slowly wither away

Much like the time which has slipped my grasp

fading memories are all that remain

and even they,

are a remnant of something that used to be

just a thought

and I've thought of getting in a car crash.
Purposefully.

violence

If these walls could tell a tale; it would be that of a tragedy.
And if his parents had something to say, nothing would be said.