Identification

We are all victims to being a composition of traits which people have assigned us.

its over

this time I'm going to do things my way.
I'll walk out of those doors knowing the worst three years of my life are behind me.

demons

We are more afraid of what's hiding in the dark then the dark itself.

amy

Inspiration comes and goes.
For the moment, it has left.
What went wrong?

I feel like I've been beating my head on a wall over nothing.
But that nothing seems to occupy such a large part of me.
When I let go of the past I think I'll be able to stop doing what I do so often.
Which is beating my head on a wall over nothing.

Letting go of the past is almost as hard as embracing the future.
Change is such an inevitable, yet painful part of moving on in this life.

Life is just too damn short.

e

So I'll make that fucking wish at 11:11, knowing that it is but only a wish.

Deflated

Deflated.
Like realizing that all the work that went into something really amounted to nothing in the end.
It comes and it goes.
Just like a breeze.
On a spring day, nothing is more pleasant than a nice floating breeze.
But on a cold winter night, it is only the contrary.
Nothing seems to be more piercing than the cold.
Today seems to be one of the 'winter nights'
Just the feeling of knowing that you're not adequate enough in some form is a deflating notion.
So squeeze the air from me once more, I'm sure you'd never notice that I'm a shell of what I once was.
I remain a lifeless basketball , being retrieved by nature as I slowly rot by a hoop that has long since been abandoned.

violence 101

Maybe I'll just lay on the stained garage floor while both cars are running.
It'd be easier that way.

f

All the times I ventured on that scenic route, I never once appreciated what nature provided until after I had left.
Maybe that's why it gets to me the more I brew on it.
That road reminds me so strongly of you.

Reaching into your pocket to find a twenty-dollar bill is similar to how I'm feeling right now.

but I know that this might pass as soon as it comes.

Don't leave me.

31D

The blue reflection radiating from the refrigerator casts its solemnity that an illuminated computer screen serves to be my only solace in times of self-loathing.

Safety Walls

the one's closest to you are also the ones capable of doing you the most harm.
it seems that if you open yourself to people, it leads primarily to pain because they have a better understanding of how to extort your feelings.
They understand your weaknesses and pinpoint certain things that will break you. That will take down the walls of safety which you have strived so strongly to maintain.
Safety walls don't really provide what the name implies; safety walls are more of a deceptive trick.
They deceive someone into thinking they are less human than they actually are.
Never buy into the notion that you are less human then you actually are.